today was a special day, i saw the human frailty of my papa, he said i am sorry even though it was tough for him. He said “ i am always welcome to come and live with him in mumbai”. He said its ok , just dont repeat it, when i said hurtful words more than once. It was clear he wanted love from me and i will give him.
I said it’s important to forget because everyone is doing the best they can. However now i am in a different state where i am only seeing all the little things my parents did for me because they loved me. Like taking me to college for admission, supporting me when i failed, supporting me when i wanted to study abroad. He loved me in the way he knew, i am his racchu.
kal ho na ho. I love my parents , not because of all they have done for me , but because that is the first love i know.