Watched many videos , don’t remember the entirety of it , but they all talk about how being a free-mason can help us. Enjoy the journey , put the bricks one by one , and not stress out about the outcome. Just enjoy the moment.
Remember how as kids , we enjoyed the process , we learnt so many things. Maths , Science , language , social skills etc. We were not worried about where it will lead to , we just took it one step at a time and enjoyed it. OK , sometimes it was designed this way by the education department : Just focus on whats needed for the next quiz , or test , and then progress to the next step. But we never knew that we are on course to develop a lot , step by step , we just took those small steps.
Keep your steps smaller , and enjoy the process. Don’t stress out about the big goals.