remember how do much you enjoy working on something you feel connected to, feel like its your own. Would you have posted this on a blog on a third party website.
Anything that you give your name works. Ask others to work in your name ( Remember that line from bible)
There was nothing wrong with what i did so far. At first you made a few millions and was relaxed because of that. Then i wanted more certainty and was trying to make sure i am in very certain/safe situation. My disc test said i dont like to move forward with a solution until i am sure it will work.
I am willing to fight my fear of failure, middle class attitude and childhood indoctrination that there is no such thing as success. I was taught that the best life is to drag yourself through a day job all life long. I dont belive in that at all. This was my friction.
Once i save 4 years of income, 400k , remember in 4 years with a 1000 customers you are already looking at a revenue of 500k a year.
The best enterpreneurs are the ones who enjoy building products, something i am. Remember how excited i was just to build a blogging platform.
There is no point of comparison with others. What you really want to do instead is optimize your resources.